Knew he says, putting Cecil so casually in the past tense. Knew he says, and Carlos cannot refute it. It is a horrible word, bringing with it a finality that he can hardly stand, a complete end to a life in a single change from present to past tense.
He shakes his head.]
I know him. He is a radio host, and he is an observer, and he is... he is my boyfriend. And he still exists, and he will not be gone for long, he will return in a day or two days or less. He will return and live again, with a beating heart and breath in his lungs and a voice in his throat.
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Knew he says, putting Cecil so casually in the past tense. Knew he says, and Carlos cannot refute it. It is a horrible word, bringing with it a finality that he can hardly stand, a complete end to a life in a single change from present to past tense.
He shakes his head.]
I know him. He is a radio host, and he is an observer, and he is... he is my boyfriend. And he still exists, and he will not be gone for long, he will return in a day or two days or less. He will return and live again, with a beating heart and breath in his lungs and a voice in his throat.